Living With HIV– About To Go For Suicide

1. Living With HIV– About To Go For Suicide? When I meet young men and i tell them that i'm positive most of them they say that i'm lying that probably i just want to you know push them away but that's the facts and you know the reason i saw i'm looking good because it's because of my drugs. so i'm taking well my arvs and i'm looking healthy and some people it's very hard to tell that i'm hiv positive. My name is Aria and i am a law student finalist and i'm just waiting to graduate. i want to help young people living with hiv not only young people but people living hiv who have been victims of stigma discrimination and also to see that there is a revision of all the laws that criminalize hiv . i'm like normal i can do anything so here comes this opportunity the fact that i was the only girl who was hiv positive when i was living public they didn't discriminate me they supported me they loved me and i'm so grateful for that my HIV story is i was born with hiv and i got to know about my status when i was 14 years old. my mom is close to me it wasn't pretty easy it wasn't quite easy because i had stigma i had self-stigma and also external stigma around the people so it wasn't that easy because i remember there was a time I got suicidal thoughts i want to take my life because i'd always judge my parents why would they you know infect me with a virus. So it's not been easy but i'm so grateful to god that I finally collected myself and i'm empowering young people out there and i'm helping them to accept themselves to love themselves and appreciate themselves the way they are because at the end of the day it's you. it's not going to change. you know you have hiv and it's not going to change so what is next move on with life and live a positive life ever.

2. Since i got to know about my status i've been on medication but wasn't nervous it was initially you would be on septrine then when your viral load goes up you would start a rvs. so the reason as to why my mom is close to me was because i used to pressurize her and ask her a lot why am i taking the substrings. So i was tired of taking the sceptrines and i didn't know the reason that's why i'm taking the surgeries because of course definitely i would see i'm okay i was healthy and fine like anyother kid. when she finally told me and it happened so that by that time i went to my school there was a policy that if you're in primary serving a candidate you're supposed to be in a boarding section. so i had to go to board voting section but because i was already tired of the pill burden the other drugs i decided to give myself a drug holiday. So all that period p7 period i was on a drug holiday i didn't take drugs and matters was after my ple I felt very ill i got aids. so that is when i they took me to hospital and the doctors saw that i needed to study hiv medication has been very helpful first of all. i'm healthy and i'm looking good and for the past six years i'm undetected meaning that I cannot transmit the virus and my viral load at zero and i'm happy i'm living a healthy life and a positive life. I'm so grateful to everyone the government of usa and all the different stakeholders for giving us the medication encouraging relationship but i'm looking forward to i need a good fearing mind educated someone who is reliable looks don't matter a lot and status but i'm looking for someone who is first of all good fearing educated and someone who i can rely on who can support me in my advocacy. i do quite a lot of things and first of all as i said i'm an hiv advocate and i've been doing a lot in the community outreaches and school outreaches where i go to communities and schools and you know empower people with knowledge about hiv and also advocate against my discrimination My best friend who is also hiv positive and recently she met a partner on Online HIV Dating Sites which really helped her to find a very supportive and caring partner.