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Glikl bas Judah Leib. A Woman on the Cusp of Modernity.
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Glikl bas Judah Leib A Woman on the Cusp of Modernity
“Every two years I had a baby, I was tormented with worries as everyone is with a little house full of children, God be with them! and I thought myself more heavily burdened than anyone else in the world and that no one suffered from their children as much as I. Little I knew, poor fool, how fortunate I was when I seated my children ‘like olive plans round about my table.”
“Even among the great rabbis, I knew but few who prayed with [my husband’s] fervor. If he were praying in his room, and some one came to fetch him forth where something could be bought up cheap, neither I nor any servant in my whole house would have the heart to go to him and speak of it. Indeed, he once missed a bargain in this way, to the loss of several hundred thalers. He never regarded these things, but served God faithfully and called upon Him with diligence; and He repaid him for all, two and threefold over.”
“I was busied in the merchandise trade, selling every month to the amount of five or six hundred Reichsthalers. Further, I went twice a year to the Brunswick Fair and each time made my several thousands profit…. “My business prospered, I procured me wares from Holland, I bought nicely in Hamburg as well, and disposed of the goods in a store of my own. I never spared myself, summer and winter I was out on my travels, and I ran about the city the livelong day. “What is more, I maintained a lively trade in seed pearls. I bought them from all the Jews, selected and assorted them, and then resold them in towns where I knew they were in good demand.”
“My father had me betrothed when I was a girl of barely twelve, and less than two years later I married…. Immediately afterwards my parents returned home and left me – I was a child of scarcely fourteen – alone with strangers in a strange world. That it did not go hard with me I owed to my new parents who made my life a joy…. “Hameln, everyone knows what it is compared to Hamburg; taken by itself, it is a dull shabby hole. And there I was – a carefree child whisked in the flush of youth from parents, friends and everyone I knew, from a city like Hamburg plump into a back-country town where lived only two Jews. “Yet I thought nothing of it, so much I delighted in the piety of my father-in-law…”
“[The doctor] came and saw at a glance that nothing could be done, and he departed. “Whereat I said to my husband, ‘Dearest heart, shall I embrace you – I am unclean?’ For I was then at a time I dared not touch him. And he said, ‘God forbid, my child – it will not be long before you take your cleansing.’ But, alas, it was then too late.”