What do we do now?

1. What do we do now? There must be a reason, there must be a path, but I cannot see it, through the pain that I have.

2. Do you know what a broken heart feels like? The worst pain I have ever felt was the pain that in my heart I knew she loved me, that I knew she was the one, that I knew I did everything right, and she still left me alone, she still left my crying, she still left me…

4. Where we are, how we met, and why I cant understand • We met at work, a place where love really has no chance • We loved against all odds, everyone said it was foolish, that it wouldn’t work, we fought to prove them wrong • She stayed with me even though I told her my past, told her my pain, she wouldn’t leave my side • We both met at different points in our lives, two different worlds, but we shared so much that it was a scary similarity • She left to go to school, I loved her, she loved me, it all would be great in the end • She spent her time at school, and in what seemed like an instant she was gone from me • She had to let me go, she found love, a love that wasn’t me • How could that be? I thought day after day • But she did, and I cannot stop her love, I cannot stop her life, but mine had crashed down like a building crashing at my feet • I felt pain, anger, regret, loss, then…nothing

5. So why do I suffer? Do you really want to know? If you do I wont stop you from asking But it hurts to know the truth….the truth