Personal Journey

1. Personal Journey In the past 17 years of my life, I thought I have faced many journeys in my life, with people, traveling and something I would like to been. However, until today, I can still remember the journey that I spend with my dog. It was unforgettable and learned a number of valuable things. The Journey started on a hot Summer Holiday, I was meeting him as my 10 Years old birthday gift. It was really exciting when I have my own things for my past 10 years.

2. I was trying to as his mother to be overture to my baby dog; He was too scared to accept me unfortunately. I can really feel how afraid he was been in the new condition, he was a newborn dog therefore he cannot walk by himself. However, his leg were shaking all the time. Although I try all my best to take good care on him, he was still indifferent at me. Fortunately, we was played well with him after a few day learnt to is victory. I used all my patience and attention on him, As a result, I was also gets his dependence and trust.

3. I have to say in that time, I was not an independent girl; As a 10 years old girl, I still depending a lot on my parents. At that time, I had never lost anything, but then my dog died. This is journey was ends with the death of my dog, with the despair of a girl to this world, with the scarred heart, which wanted to be more stronger… I can only say how hurt and the big attack to me to face the death of my dog, my first dog and last dream was gone…

4. He was slept outside on the park, he was still so quiet as I first seen him, his back was still in front to me… there was one thing only thing changed, its he was dead, he will not have any breathe, he was dead, he can not go home with me, copy on me, jump with me… there only one things changed, but why my heart feel so hurt that time, it was only one thing changed, its was just he died, why my heart was so distraught and afflictive. Is that I been too childish and immature, so I cannot really face my dog died in front of me? I had asking thousands times myself in my childhood. I am not saying I was mature nowadays; I was confusing about how can a 10 year old girl to face and decide a death of her dog in a car accident that the owner was run away. It was just a 10 year old girl, how many people can actually knows the deepest scared to this world from the bottom of her heart.

5. She organized the funeral by herself and cried for all three days. She was sad, her dog was dead, she was angry, she couldn't get hold the people who did this car accident, she was disappointed, the detest to this world… How many can she change? She cannot change anything, the world is not her owns. Therefore, she can only to choose live in a fortitudinous way. To protect yourself was the truth in the world.